Ah…the melancholy approaches: A grey day, no movement in the air, and everything conspires to draw attention to meaning….place. Sometimes it demands our attention….
Rain Interruption
There is cat-padding
Outside my window;
And though the dance has come
And gone a thousand times,
Like the pup to a ball or
A dying man to absolution,
I am compelled to ask
No one there,
“Is that rain?”
Cut loose from my desk now,
Wandering concentration
Searches leaf and distance
For the pale grey darts in
Fitful disguise;
A rush of eager comrades,
Too brash for stealth
Suddenly betrays them.
Satisfied, I return to task;
Outside my window now,
A box of Chinese checkers jostles,
Random but regular enough
To be a rhythm.
Return to task – the call nigh
Heeded – until, the checkers are spilled
Before the well-shod army,
Crossing crest and breaking
Headlong to a charge,
Down a gravel hillside.
A butterfly on a collector’s
Board, I have no choice,
Stretched to stare,
And look for my part
In the odyssey
From sky to ocean,
Heaven to earth;
I lose speech,
Traction and place.
For multiplied millennia,
Over steaming mountain, primitive
Forest, timid village, impassive city,
It cleanses, resuscitates,
Births and destroys;
In the dwindling I look past
At my roof gone, my place washed clean,
My days forgotten and
No longer wonder why I wonder
If it is rain.